Procrastination Letter

This is me procrastinating in the library while Mr.U diligently works on his final project.
I started looking through my old documents and found this letter dated June 26th 2010. It made me smile, appreciate the wonderful people I have in my life, and get really excited about finishing school. Then, at the same time, it made me sad, miss all the wonderful people far away, and get really scared about finishing school…

"Today is the day you graduate. Wow. This is crazy, RickyBobby... I wasn't joking the other day when I said I never really comprehended that we'd get here. I mean, I figured we would - I hoped we would - it was a general assumption, but we are actually moving away from each other. EW. From that first meeting in the Bigelow caf with my poddy mouth and unhinged anger at "that bitch, Betty" to our FlavvvvvvorFlavvvvv marathons. "Oh, Uli, I wish you were my mother." I'm not sure how I'll survive in this world without you there to take care of me - escorting my hysterically, crying self past the front desk workers assuring them that I was only upset that I'd hurt my knee & ignoring my "he doesn't love me!" shrieks.
And, tho I may have thought that I was certainly NOT A BABY, I guess neither of us are now. Love/Hate Relationship = living in this house, but I never could have lived here without you. That day that Her&I went on a hyper rampage & tackled you outside your bedroom...being roomies for our 2nd year...escaping to each other when it all tried to fall apart. You've held me together more often than you know, & I'm going to have SERIOUS withdrawls when you leave, but I'm pretty sure it won't sink in for a while that you aren't going to be 10 feet from me anymore. Tears = later. Us two crazy Bigehoes have made it through quite the 4-year ride & I can't wait to see where life takes us next. I'm SO proud of you! <3"

Back to the project I go, I suppose.