You Asked

You asked me if I’d love you
I said no.
You asked me if id take you back
I said no
You asked me if id ever be ok
I said no.
I feared we wouldn’t be.

You pulled the trigger.
What
the
fuck
were you thinking?

You thought I was telling the truth…
but
Id have never stopped loving you.
Id have taken you back, you know I always did.
I’d have been ok.
We'd have been ok.

I’ll never be ok.

November 23, 2009